It's about him

piece&bits of my first book out.

2009-06-21T15:56:00.004+08:00

Hey earthlings,

How have you guys been? Finally 2 weeks of confinement period is over and i am able to book out. It's not easy to go through this period with the wrong mindset so i have to put myself together and go through this with the newly nsmates of mine.

Meet a variety of people in the army. From Good to worst. But luckily there is a few which really make my day easy. Thank you guys. Two and half months to go before our POP. All the best.
Enjoyable time is what i'm looking forward too.

What i did during this book out

- Went for some shopping

- Follow by, butterfactory

- Meeting up with relatives for dinner.

- Chill out with my cliques.

Not much but certainly a good time spent with them.

More of this to come.

But i have a sad news for myself is that my birthday is in two days time and i will be in camp.

Pulau tekong is where i will be celebrating.

I shouldn't elobrate more. All right, I'll blog till here. Gonna prepare for dinner later before my book in later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the rest of june babies

and myself.

Take lots of care and God bless ya~!

Self-Centered

2009-05-30T17:56:00.004+08:00

Music makes the dancer

Kinda good music yesterday with wrong people @PH
Wondering why house&trance couldn't be as welcome as R&B in Singapore.
Doesn't mean you have to know shuffle or whatever dance so that you could enjoy
the music.

DO TRY listening to them again. You may like them too.
Listen to what you like but not what others do like.

We party till nearly 4 and we left for mac@habourfront
&HomeSweetHome after we are done.

To the peeps yesterday:
Thank you guys for the accompany.
More to come alright.

Only some visuals were took yesterday but it's not with me.

This should be my last few party with the hair i am having now.

I will miss my hair for sure.

Party like a rockstar? Edited

2009-05-29T00:31:00.008+08:00

YAWWH PEEPO~!

Gonna Party@PH tonight with lovely peers.
I'm so excited. WEEEEETS!!!!

Left with only 6 days to my enlistment.
How i should feel? Excited?
It's gonna be a new chapter in my life real soon.

ARMYDAZE or not? It's should be reveal.

SOCCER FANTASY TURNS OUT DIFFERENT

Watched Champion's league finals with few of my cliques yesterday but was disappointed with the red devils manchester.
None of the players performed and loopholes were all over in their defence.

But well done Barcelona, indeed a team filled with talents and visions.
They won with the score of 2:0 and it was by Eto and Messi if i didn't remember wrongly.

buhbye peep peep.

2009-05-23T03:01:00.005+08:00

That is deng or dan wei. Yp? For you to know and for me to find out.

That's Xing Yu. You should call her "Cool cool"

That's me.

12 more days to enlistment.
Lots of stuff left undone like

- meeting up with friends

- packing up for enlistment

- a hardcore party

- spending quality time with love's one.

and lots more.

MY MIND IS SO BLANK NOW.
i should blog again.

By the way is there anyone still reading my blog?
reply in my tagboard alright =)

take care peep-po.

Days before enlistment.

2009-05-14T18:42:00.002+08:00

Hey ya people,
I am back with a brand new skin which i am so in love with.
How have you guys been? Reply in my tag alright.
Should be cool right?

RECENT UPDATES:
1)Enlisting on 04th of June which is like 22 DAYS away!!
Anyone wanna send me off? I be looking forward.

2)Working, Shopping, Chill-ing is the piece & bits of my life now.

3)Meet New Earthlings: Shanna, Jing Mei, Xin Yu, Wei2 and Desmond which form a new chapter in my life.

4)Partying/club-bing tmr for Chris Birthday.

what's more? I'll update more when i think of it.

About the Malacca trip, find this sweetie blog on my link
(http://canopyloves-foraber.blogspot.com/).
Jocelyn(oreo) is her name. She had post-ed the first day of our trip.

I should update real soon. Take care people.

Sick&Tired.

2009-04-19T02:39:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlings,

Went Tampines 1 today with chris.
Surprisingly, i saw few of mine relatives over there.
But someone seem like dao*

Well, i understand. Thanks for giving in so much.

Went suntec after our dinner to meet Caitlin and we were both sick and tired.
'Shag' is the word i guess.
The sorching weather seriously dampen my mood and health.
HAZARD i should say.

Whining & compromising is so in me now.
I had enough and wish everything will just turn better.

Thanks Chris & Jason for the care.

GOOD NIGHTY PEEPS.
OFF TO BED NOW.

Life like this.

2009-04-16T03:22:00.003+08:00

Yaw peeps,
Life is boring. Been hanging and chilling almost everywhere.
I want to meet new peeps.
Drink,drank,drunk is the thing i wanna do.

Went Kb0x and see ppl prawning with my cuzzie yesterday.
It's was fun.
Thanks. More outing to come alright.

Thanks jason for the slack and stuff.
All the best to you and your gf alright.
Happy 1st month and more to come =)

Last and not least,
I am just me, so live with it.
I can be nice but don't take me for granted.

THANKS AND BYEE!

what's more i can say?

2009-04-12T15:56:00.004+08:00

You find me irritating isn't it?
Your the one who asked me to not contact you isn't it?
I doing everything i can.

There is nothing else i can say.

PHE@DblO

2009-04-10T14:45:00.002+08:00

I meet lovely peers at dbl0 yesterday.

thanks Caitlin for your accompany the whole night through not forgetting Fiona&Gang

Your a really nice girl =)

Drank few juggies of Vodka redbull which keep me so awake after the party that i couldn't get to sleep.

I'm so tired.
Should blog again.
Visuals are not with me.

TAKE CARE PEEPS.

Spin & Chill.

2009-03-30T19:13:00.002+08:00

Listen up yo~!
Went OCH yesterday. Didn't really gatecrash the place as some of my friends were afraid.

Somebody went on haunted trip on sat night?
But somebody didn't went in.

Hope you enjoyed yourself that night and
found the solution to your problems.

Didn't have good sleep for so long,
I am so hungry for:
` God
` Good things to happened.
` Good Girlfriend =X

Singles out there, check me out =P

take care peeps.

Tormented and torn apart.

2009-03-28T00:59:00.004+08:00

That me.
UGLY&FAT!

Thanks LOH HUI MIN for your post.

I wanna PARTY till i drop.
Drink,Drank,Drunk.
Take care peeps.

Post?

2009-03-25T18:50:00.003+08:00

Loh Hui Min . . .

` nice?

` caring?

` cute?

` friendly?

and lots more.

Zouk

2009-03-13T14:11:00.006+08:00

Zouk arh~!
Finally went there on wed night.
Tons of misses for the place.

More to come guys.
P.S: Zouk-goers, ask me along alright. Ha ha.

By the way, it's school vacation for many out there.
Enjoy yourself, have long hours of sleep and remember to party hard
after all the mugging and insufficient of rest.
Care.
till here peeps.
byee.

Outrage of love?

2009-03-07T01:46:00.008+08:00

Hi guys,
It's already 1.49pm and I cant get myself to sleep. I just feel that weekends night should be having fun out there but not always staying in the comfort zone of our bed.
Work hard, Party even harder alright =)

But I realized that many things are just as simple as what we think. Like promises, many are tend to be broken but still there are still people giving it
which i totally do not understand why.

Well, let's not dwell on what had happened.

"Sometimes is not holding on that makes you strong,
but letting go."

Decision are made for certain reason so be with it.

Ideas and plan for tomorrow: (which may happen)

1) Club & Get High *Providing there's peeps going*
2) Mahjong-ing at my aunt's place.
3) Find something better to do than staying home on a Saturday night.

Choose one.

It's been a long time since I got myself tipsy or even plainly high due to alcohol.
Cant wait till it happens again.

To those who are having their papers recently or real soon,
All the best alright.

"You do your best, God will do the rest"

EDITED...
That's what you want isn't it?

Till here peeps.

2009-03-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

Since the day you left,

nothing ever matters.

I know no matter how hard i try,

how much i cry,

You are not coming after me anymore.

I know because i

tried and i cried.

Waking up everyday realizing you aren't there anymore is the HARDEST thing to do.

It's only been 2 weeks since you left,
but i am left with a lifetime to move on.

Work, Sleep and Play.
I wanna PARTY. Anyone interested?
It's been a long time.

Suzana, hope you enjoy your tab party at zouk =).
I miss Zouk.

till here peeps.

I am something you can let go so easily.

2009-02-21T03:03:00.001+08:00

Hi guys,
It's been quite some time since i last post. Sorry for being such a disappointment to reader's out there. Life has been fine till something happened which totally break me down but still
I am glad it happened.

Well, i cant really go into every details of what had happened.
Being engaged in a love triangle is certainly something you wont want to find yourself in and
you wont find a solution which will cause any hurt.

Unfortunately, I got my taste of it and it will be something which I wouldn't want to forget.
It's the process and not the result that matters now.
As you said it wont be the same anymore.

The price to pay is certainly unaffordable.
But still I have to.

"I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most."

You let go of me just like that,
which cause me to fall so deep.

And i know you wont be there for me any more.
and that spell lost.

A week has past but here i am waiting ,
for something which may not be mine.

Torment or not it doesn't matter

"stubborn",
"ignorant",
"naive",
"foolish",
whatever you describe me as,

= just to love you. (the cause?)

To her:

Thanks for everything you have given to me
and hope things wont be the same for you anymore.
All the best.

I can't hide because it will always be there,
I cant escape cause i have to wake up everyday.

Till here people!
Bye.

Back with tears.

2008-09-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

1976-2008, 8-9-2008 05.00am was his last breathe on earth.
But now he is sitting with our Father in heaven =) HALLEJUAH.

The memories he left with me was happy, enjoyable and unforgettable one's.
He wasn't bias to any of the cousin, but took great care and dote on everyone of us.
Not only been fun and loving, but respectful and was filial piety to his parents.

Why fate is so cruel to us? Leaving such painful and heart-breaking memories behind.
He is only thirty-two years old this year but been taken away, leaving his wife and seven years old son(Keane) behind. Keane is still a young and playful boy who doesn't know anything about his dad.
And during the days in hospital, Keane was waiting by the bedside with hope and ignorance that his dad is just simply having long hours of sleep and going to wake up anytime and there was one part where my aunt(Eric's mother) and Mabel(Eric's wife) crying and asking Keane to wake his dad up. He went to tap his hand and keep repeating "Daddy,wake up". Could you imagine the scene. I was there at the scene but i was holding back my tears cause i know i will just make the situation worse as the rest of my relatives are all crying.

At the moment of time when i have fully understand his situation, but still i was hoping that a miracle will happen even though his brain is almost 100% dead. I waited like half a day till i fallen asleep cause i was too tired as i didn't sleep much the day before.

I went home on the second day afternoon as my mum needs to collect her medicine. Even though i have left the hospital, the hopes and the fear hasn't left me.
I was still waiting for good news until today morning when i received this sms from my another cousin.

This is what written in the sms.
"Eric Kor Kor has passed away"

Immediately i feel the pressure in me. I couldn't take the fact that he is gone.
I was still in the midst of waiting for miracle and i keep telling myself that
this is just only a nightmare that i gonna wake up soon.
Even though i keep deceiving myself but as the time past, i finally accept the truth.
I couldn't cry cause i know that eric kor kor wont want us to be crying for him but
happy for him that he do not have to suffer the illness anymore but gone to heaven to be with our
Father.

So people out there, treasure every single one that around you, you wont know what will happen anytime. Even if the person have once disappoint or hurt you, that is just the past. Holding back is not something good. Why don't you use the time to remember the past on spending it in the present? Isn't it more useful?

That all i want to blog for today.
People out there who are reading my blog, hope you can pray for my cousin who has just left this world to be with our Father..

Thank you very much.
loves~!

HELLOO~!

2008-05-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,
Back to blog again. How have you guys been? REPLY IN MY TAG K! I keep thinking about life and the one around me all these while and i realised quite alot of things. Firstly, my cousins. I have not spend time with them like i used to do. Missed them alot and the time when we play together when we were a KID. It was really fun and memorable. Hope we can be the way we used to be having all the fun we can. =)

I really treasure and appreciate people around me. Especially my loved's one. But some of them really disappointed me. Eg. the peers i usually i hangout. They couldn't even quarrel over money matter and the worst fight. How pathetic that can be. Aren't friendship w0rth more than anything else? One of my friend asked me not to be so soft hearted and everything will be easy for me. But why i should i be like that? All i want is to treasure the friendship i have among them. I have told them upteem times not to gamble or do anything related to money cause one of then may say things another person wouldnt want to hear and feel offended. What for? Is it nice earning your friend money? Am i being too soft-hearted this way? TELL ME PLEASE.
Jamie, sometimes is not the amount of money, is about them falling out and maintaining a good friendship. That all i ask for. I rather be more poorer than earning this kind of money.

I have hint them lots of time but i don't want to make things so clear because it may offend them. Money-minded, Greedy people will feel offended this way. This is how i feel in life. They will just continue playing. Maybe not everyone but someone.

Another type of disappoint from my friend is the verbal abuse. The one's who has over the limit.
I can be nice and willing to do things to make you guys laugh but don't take me for granted that anything you said will be acceptable to my ears. You may know people who can but i cant take it if its too much. I got feelings too. Ashley, my four years friend is one of them. I didnt mean to mentioned your name here but i really hope you understand. I have told you lots of time. But you only stop for awhile and continue like nobody business. Is it fair to me? Do i ever piss you off so many times in life? I try to lose this friend by not talking to him but i cant bring myself to do it. But i will not be so soft hearted anymore. One day i just take it as i not worthy and strong enough to be your friend.

I think that's very fair to me.

Sorry guys, this may be bored and meaningless to you but is really important for me to say it out. Is a big part of my life. I spent lots of time with them. Maybe you guys got understanding friend who has the maturity they need but i dont really have.

That all i want to blog today. Need to do something now.

TAKE CARE GUYS

I'm BACK.

2008-05-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys,
Projects, Test & Exams is really pressurizing me. I regretted choosing this course and i thought that two years won't be hard to pass by but I am PROVEN WRONG. Guys, let me be a living example, choose what really interest you and you can go far with. Believe me, in future we cant afford to make mistake.

I been thinking about my future now, should i go NS next year and work after that to earn money for private diploma? Is it the best way for me? I so confused. I wish to go into the field of business. I guess that's what interest me and creates more opportuinaties for me to work in the field i wanted to. I don't wish to be a Engineer next time.

I so tired now. I blog again.

Sorry for being so not commited.

Hope somebody still reading.

TAG ME BACK PLEASE.

Schoo!!!

2008-04-14T15:36:00.000+08:00

3 Weeks has passed and my holidays has ended. I now still in school but nothing to do, so i update a bit first. I having my Micro Computer Technology class now. One of the most boring module i take. It's about progamming and stuff. But the boring the part is the rememberance of number and codes. MAKE MY HEAD BIG ( o.o )!!!
SAVE ME PLEASE. WIRELESS is not that fun after all.
OPPS!!! Teacher coming, i'll blog again.
Take care & God Bless

Hope it doesn't have any more problems.

2008-04-10T06:02:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys,
it's been a few days since i last blog. Kind of fed up with the codes of my blogskin. I have changed my skin and hope the problem of missing stuff (eg.TAGBOARD) wont come out again. I spend few hours doing it. The time is 6.07am and i still here blogging!!! yawns 'O'
But it's okay, at least i feel better after blogging because i don't want to disappoint people reading and blog(if there any) and bored by the old post i posted.

Life has been the same for this past few weeks but it gonna change back to school's life. Vacation ending in 3 days time. Returning school on monday. Kind of sad because i can't have long hours of sweet dreams sleep and school is bloody hell tiring. I still got few projects which need to be completed asap!!! HEADACHE -.- Hope my teacher will extend the deadlines for me!!! Hehes =)

Well, but going to school wont be as boring as before because two of my secondary school friend joining my school. Yay!!! At least somebody to go school with. But we are in different course. One is Accounting, another one is Electrical Engineering. Both first year, so i am their senior =D humph!!! call me xue-zhan. *JOKING*.

Well, i believe life will get better for me as i choose to live my life with vision and in the right attitude.
Setbacks and failures cant be fatal as i got a LOVELY and POWERFUL GOD with me plus my hardwork certainly will reap out results.
I believe in whatever we sow, is whatever we reap.
No harm trying, you will thank me one day =D

It's going to 630. I better sleep before the sun comes out. I don't like to sleep in bright condition.
I try to be a better blogger.

Take care guys.
Make my TAGBOARDS more colourful.
THANKS.

Back.EDITED

2008-04-07T03:05:00.000+08:00

Hello guys, sorry for being a bad blogger's. Was rather tired & lazy to blog. =(
Well, as for these few days, i did the usual thing. Chilling out and do what i usually do.
You can say my life is dull but still i am here enjoying what i am doing now. Just that i didn't get the satisfactions of life i expected to get due to some matters.

Well, there is no complete in life for me as i know there is sure i in lack of.
That's what motivates me to move even further in life.
I learned this through the people around me like my Family,friends & my nicest church mate.

Thank you guys.

Missed the time when i was still in City Harvest Church. Not the first church i went, but was the best i ever went to. My four years classmate, Staci was the one who brought me into this big and loving church. At first i was trying to adapt to the place, the people and the things they do. It was new to me. But i love to find out about things so i did asked alot of question and they not only answered my question but gave me more information that i should learned. Thank you guys.
I really appreciated it. Without you guys, I wont be knowing something so precious and important to me and that the worse in life to me.
Even though now i had back slided from God ='( but still I remember the teaching and how our father sacrifices for us. Hallejlluah.

I want to take this chance to thank my cell group leader, Karen Yeo, formal & existing w80 cell group member and every Reverd's/Pastor who have preached and help out in the work of God in City Harvest.

That all i want to blog today.
I blog more again.

Good night & Sweet dreams.

BACK. Sorry for the late post.

2008-04-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, it's being 3 days since i last blog. Nothing much happened this few days. K-session with different people this few days. Music has always been a part of my life. W/o it my life wont be as good as i feel. Different melodies, different word represent different part of life. That's what makes music so meaningful in my life. Well, i believe there also alot of people who love and appreciate music. If you are one, hope i can know you and we can talk more about it and enjoy music together. Especially piano. The first music instructment i liked but i regretted for not learning it. Hope i got the chance in future.

Not only k-session, i went ButterFactory yesterday night. It was the first time going there. The place was kind of small but the ambience was not bad. One dancefloor, two drinks sections, one dee-jay deck and a little playground outside. Hehes. it was kind of fun as lots of people playing with it when they were to waiting to get in the club.

But the music played in the club were all hip hop & r&b and i saw alot of shufflers shuffling to the music. There is one song about 'SUPERMAN' was kind of high. Lots of people jump around doing the hand which superman did everytime he flys. It was kind of cute. Hehes =)

OH YA!!! There is people telling me that my tagboard gone missing. Can you guys tell me if you cannot see my tagboard or covered up by other part of the blog? I don't know why this will happened. Can somebody tell me please? Or i should change the skin?

ANY advice just send me thru msn or sms me if you know me =)

Thank you very much.

I blog more again,
I didn't insert picture because my camera phone is spoilt and i can't take picture.
I will post if i have.

Good night lovely people outta.

Chao~s !!!

i don't know if i should stay on

2008-03-30T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hi people or maybe to myself as no people reading my blog.

It's has ENDED.
Give up is all she said,
that left me with nothing to say.

The Reason she gave is not even a excuse,
all i can say is never mind.
Give her up is all i can do,
Forgetting her is torment.
Picking myself up now is tiring
But i will never give up on myself but on you.

" MOOVEBITCHGETOUTTHEWAY " is what the song said.

Enough of this. I should talk about something else.
I went out on Friday night, went to meet Douglas, Alvin & Alvan at Raffles City Subway.
When i arrived there, it was packed with people so it's kind of difficult to move around due to the small spaces available for walking between tables. What really fed me up is the '' INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE" which sat their chair quite far from the table which lessen the spaces to walk as my friend was at the table more inside Subway which is block/surround by tables outside. So i said "Excuse me, but the people there is like DEAF to my words as they continued talking without even making way for me to pass. BUT NVM. Forgive & Forget so i went by another way. This time different, the people at the table wasn't talking so i thought they would hear me and make way for me. But they didn't so i tell them to let me pass but they just don't care and started talking so i squeeze my way through. They stared at me with that kind of piss off look. WTH!!! Even my friend can heard me. Well, i posting it because i want my readers to know there is such people. Don't take people for granted. It's nice to be polite but give them the respect they deserve.

But that didn't affect my day. FORGIVING is the only way to forget things which you wont want to remember.

Finally made through all those "OBSTACLES" to get to my friend.
I sat down and saw the BIG sandwich which Douglas brought.
He ask me whether i had my dinner and offered me his another part of the big sandwich asking me if i wants it as he cant finish it. It was pack with lots of meat. (EXTRA $4 of meat) which is a lot. Don't believe you try. You cant see the vegetables as the bright pink colour of the meat is so obvious and the stack of meat is covering all the vegetables inside. I haven't had my dinner so i ate his another part of the BIG sandwich. It taste nice but i don't like the vegetables inside. Got Lettuce, Tomato, Cut Pickled Olives,Capsicum if i am not wrong and some which i can't remember. YUCKS!!! I don't like the taste of it. It taste so good w/o it inside as i took my own sweet time taking out them with my friend telling me how good those vegetables. -.- Duh. i told them hate means hate, no point telling me the good side of it. *ONLY for vegetables, not applicable for people*.

After eating my Half-Big,Meat-ful*-vegetable-less* nice sandwich, we went off and walked around Raffles City. It's kind of bored as it's quite small and the first level was the branded level*
as there is quite a number of branded stuff there.

Nothing much on the second and third level, so we went off after that.
Alvin told us he saw a girl who look like Sherr( on my blog link) but Douglas said it wasn't her.
Oh ya!!! Forget to mention that i also saw one of the girl who acted in *I Not Stupid Too*
She look better in her real person.

We went marina square after that.
Walked around and see some stuff.
I brought them to the top level which is a open-air level.
It's kind of dark there but the scenery view of the city is really beautiful.
Alvin thanked me for bringing him here and he say he would like to bring his gf there for
a date next time.
Hope they will enjoy if they goes there.

Went to the acarde after that as somebody suggested. Played a round of Daytona which was defeated by Alvin. (Tyco one)*Hokkien
I was in the first position in the first 6 laps of the race but things went wrong which i bang into the way while i drift through my way. He catch up and the time ended with the result of me getting 2nd place with him in the first. -.-!!! Not fair right? I should win. Never mind, i will win him next time round. =)

Went off there after the unfair game as it's a bad place to be. Boring and noisy due to the stupid sound coming out from various game machine.

Alvin wanted to buy specs so we went suntec to look for it.
But he couldn't find one of his like.
They went home after that but i went to meet my other friend for a game of billiard.

I blog more next time kind of tired already.
But i want to thank DEBBIE PANG for telling me all those things about church yesterday.
I know what you mean and i can feel the same as God our father is really magnificent and loving.
Amen =)
I will go your church one day and lets seek God and feel the love given by our gracious father
together as we grow with him.

I believe HEART OF GOD church is surely a good church as i feel the changes in you is really good. Both spiritually and characteristically.

Hallelujah & thank God.

Wanna be like her? Wanna be somebody who is living for greater purpose? Wanna know more about our father? No harm knowing more but living without knowing him will be something you won't want to. Find a church today and you'll understand why or you can contact me if you have no idea which one to go.

take care & God bless.

Lies and all lies.

2008-03-28T13:12:00.001+08:00

It's been two days since i last blog. These two days was a test for me. The post today will be a bit longer as it is a post of two days.

This two days has been a test of waiting for someone i thought who will keep her promise.

But once again~! It just a LIE.

I don't why i am such a fool for her.

Well, i should wake up from this unrealistic dream.

Thanks for been such a PAIN to me.

I LEARNED my lesson.

All this ended at the time of 1:10 when i see her blog.

Went to parkway parade with Alvan yesterday to check out the price of the television for my bro.
On my way there, the weather starts to rain and i didn't bring umbrella with me. Left with no choice but to rush up the bus when it arrived when i was at the bus stop.

But the rain stopped after we left parkway parade. We went to Katong Shopping Center to meet Douglas for a game of pool.

It was very crowded when i arrive at Home Of Pool. Only left with one table to choose.
Luckily =)

We three started playing with Ashley joining us in the later part.
It was fun when we team up 2 by 2 in the game of 9 ball.
Alvan & me VS Ashley & Douglas
The funny part was Ashley complaining about the shit balls he get to shot due to the shot done by us. His teammate, Douglas was not doing good either which was also complained by Ashley.

BUT after while. Ashley's luck came which help him to get in ball 9 by using another ball to hit it in TYCO-LY.*Hokkien*

When we are having fun, another friend who named Eugene joined in. But his pool skill was good so we request him to change hand to shoot after every shot.
He was very good using right hand, but he look so retarded when he is using his left hand.
We all laughed and we couldn't stop plus Ashley purposely act the retard-ness of the pro Eugene's.
We ended around 8 plus and i accompanied Alvan home to change for club and check out his computer sound system at the same time. It was good and the woofers was a BIG one.
He suggested to drink at his house before we go club. So he took out his new bottle of Chivas for us to drink. We started with green tea as the mixer. But it wasn't enough because there is only one bottle and we play the drinking card game which requires us to drink a lot if we get the card and faster then drinking w/o playing anything. We were quite high as we both got equally much drinking cards for us to drink. The game didn't stop after we finished the mixer but we use the bottle cap as one shot times the number of mouth we should drink. Which means a lot as the number can go up to 10 which mean finish everything inside your cup which we call '' TAR ''.

I can feel that if i continue to drink, i will vomit. So i stopped and we went off to HOMECLUB.
It's a club located at the riverside of boat quay.
We saw people sitting at the chairs outside the club when we arrived but there were no people
inside the club expect for the service crew and the deejay's.
We got bored and we decided to walk to clark quay to see any club that is more happening.
We went Ministry Of Sound at first but i am only turning eighteen three months later so i try showing them my student pass which doesn't indicate my date of birth but has my identification card number of S90XXXXXE which i thought the bouncer would let me in.
But sadly no. He stand strong on the importance of birth date. I smiled and leave the place.
Didn't wanna waste my trip there, i decided to try to go in attica.

When i arrived there, one of the bouncer named Eric greeted me with a friendly smile. I ask him whether there is any party going on and he told me no but entry fees of
15SGD(inclusive of 2 drinks) .
I find is quite worth it and the bouncer look so friendly which we think he wont check our identification card and let us in.

Thankfully, our prediction happened and we went in w/o checking.
The place was beautiful and grand. Not only that, the atmosphere in there was good due to the lighting and effect of smoky* view in the club. Not cause by cigarettes but coming out from something like a machine. The drinks was good also. We took tequila(with lemon & salt).

We moved our body with beat coming out from the huge speaker, it was more to house music,
So we just move our body and legs as we don't know how to dance.

Suddenly, Alvan's brother called and asked us to go Lunar which is also at Clark Quay.
We went in w/o any problem due to the help from Alvan's brother friend working there.
His brother ordered a bottle of martin for the four of us but he left with his wife after a few cup which left only the both of us there. Luckily there was performance by the band from lunar or else it will be bored. The song was nice and the atmosphere was also good. More spacious then Attica. We keep drinking till Alvan surrendered that he drunk and we went home after that.

Guess we really drink a lot that i puke after i got off from the cab.
Have a good bath and throw myself into my comfy bed and fall asleep after awhile.

I guess i blog till here. Hope you enjoy what i have blog as i know it's kind of bored. I try to make it more interesting. Thank you =)

the feeling

2008-03-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

Another rest day just like that.
But suddenly i got the feeling i used to have when i talk to her.
She has broken up with her boyfriend but i can feel that she hasn't gone over him.
I don't know how to cheer her up and even talk to her as we are not as close as before.
All i can do is hope that she will be back to her usual self. The more lively side of her.

What really hurt me is seeing someone you used to loved a lot been hurt yet you cant do anything
about it.

Why can't i be male lead in the story?

Why is always the one who hurt her is the one she love?

these question has been with me all this while which can't be answer.

Some love dramas & novel mentioned:

"Loving someone doesn't need to be possessing them but seeing them happy''.

I HOPE this SENTENCE COME TRUE but it turn out so DIFFERENT!!!

Well, I'm tired. I blog more tomorrow.

Good night & Sugar dreams

* Tag Board & Juke Box Added*

2008-03-25T19:51:00.001+08:00

Hi again, remember i promise to add Tag board and Juke Box a.s.a.p? I did it and hope you can guys can help me by writing something inside my tag board. As for the Juke Box, i added a play list of piano music of my favorite and hope you guys like it.

I woke up quite late today due to staying up quite late yesterday because i went for karaoke session with one of my friend. It's was kind of bored at first cause the both of us doesn't have the voice to sing properly but after warming up with some easy song, we managed to sing better and start to have fun as the both of us decided to try high pitch. We choose song like ' Bei Pan by Gary Chao Ge ', ' Chui Chang De Dian Ying ' & ' Hei Se You Mo ' By Jay Chou. After singing those song a few times, we start to get breathless so i stopped for awhile. But i went to choose some song as dessert for my friend after having the taste of high pitch song. I choose even higher pitch song like, " Superwoman ", " The Power Of Love - Celine Dion ", " I will always love you " by Whitney and " Reflection " by Christina Aguilera. My friend scolded me '' SIAO " for choosing those dessert for him. LOL =D But he still managed to sing some of them with the help from me.

After that, He continue to sing his ' Bei Pan '. All thanks to JAMIE(my another friend) for singing that song in front of my friend the other time that cause him to like the song. Well, singing can be really fun. So its worth trying out this activity with some of your fun friends.
Is also the people that make the thing fun no matter how you sing.
Maybe you can ask me along next time =)
My voice not that good also =D

Nothing much today as it is another rest day for me. No activity no work. This week is free and easy for me. Hais =(
Well, i need to stop here because my stomach is calling for SOMETHING!!!.
I will continue to blog tomorrow

TAKE CARE
&
SEE YOU TOMORROW.

BYE & GOD BLESS~!

* Fresh look and a fresh start *

2008-03-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, i am back with a fresh new look of my blog.
I got it from blogskin.com, all thanks to Huimin for the teaching as i am a newbie at it.
I used this skin not because i am 'emo' but i kind of like this skin.
So i changed it to kill away the dull look of default templates of blogger.

By the way, i am now having my school vacation. Yay! Finally i can have my long hours of sweet dreams and days of fun to enjoy. Thank God for creating holidays. =D
Nothing much to blog as it's a rest day for me today.
I will continue to learn more about blogging to make here a fun place to stay.

Check out my friend's blog too > http://misskarminlovesyou.blogspot.com (my first link)

I'll blog again tomorrow.

Take care & God bless.

First ever blog

2008-03-23T06:43:00.001+08:00

Hi guys, I'm Eugene and this is my first time blogging.

To me blogging is basically writing a diary online but due to my poor English standard,
Lots of simple words will be used here as i don't wish to confused my readers of what i had posted.
So if there is anything to advice, feel free to leave comment. I'll appreciate every of it and take it into consideration when it's necessary.

As for the templates of this blog i am using now are the one's available at blogger. I'll change it as soon as i found one of my liking.

Thank you so much for reading my first post and i believe more to come.
Hope you guys will continue to read my blog and leave comment to make this blog
more livelier because blogging doesn't need to be a individual thing-y.
The more the people talk here, the merrier it will be.

I guess i will end my first post here. It's already 6.36AM and i am still awake.
Good morning everyone and good night to myself.
Sweet dreams
&
God Bless.
=)

Signing off~!