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Sunday, March 30, 2008
i don't know if i should stay on
3/30/2008 11:55:00 AM

Hi people or maybe to myself as no people reading my blog.

It's has ENDED.
Give up is all she said,
that left me with nothing to say.

The Reason she gave is not even a excuse,
all i can say is never mind.
Give her up is all i can do,
Forgetting her is torment.
Picking myself up now is tiring
But i will never give up on myself but on you.

" MOOVEBITCHGETOUTTHEWAY " is what the song said.

Enough of this. I should talk about something else.
I went out on Friday night, went to meet Douglas, Alvin & Alvan at Raffles City Subway.
When i arrived there, it was packed with people so it's kind of difficult to move around due to the small spaces available for walking between tables. What really fed me up is the '' INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE" which sat their chair quite far from the table which lessen the spaces to walk as my friend was at the table more inside Subway which is block/surround by tables outside. So i said "Excuse me, but the people there is like DEAF to my words as they continued talking without even making way for me to pass. BUT NVM. Forgive & Forget so i went by another way. This time different, the people at the table wasn't talking so i thought they would hear me and make way for me. But they didn't so i tell them to let me pass but they just don't care and started talking so i squeeze my way through. They stared at me with that kind of piss off look. WTH!!! Even my friend can heard me. Well, i posting it because i want my readers to know there is such people. Don't take people for granted. It's nice to be polite but give them the respect they deserve.

But that didn't affect my day. FORGIVING is the only way to forget things which you wont want to remember.

Finally made through all those "OBSTACLES" to get to my friend.
I sat down and saw the BIG sandwich which Douglas brought.
He ask me whether i had my dinner and offered me his another part of the big sandwich asking me if i wants it as he cant finish it. It was pack with lots of meat. (EXTRA $4 of meat) which is a lot. Don't believe you try. You cant see the vegetables as the bright pink colour of the meat is so obvious and the stack of meat is covering all the vegetables inside. I haven't had my dinner so i ate his another part of the BIG sandwich. It taste nice but i don't like the vegetables inside. Got Lettuce, Tomato, Cut Pickled Olives,Capsicum if i am not wrong and some which i can't remember. YUCKS!!! I don't like the taste of it. It taste so good w/o it inside as i took my own sweet time taking out them with my friend telling me how good those vegetables. -.- Duh. i told them hate means hate, no point telling me the good side of it. *ONLY for vegetables, not applicable for people*.

After eating my Half-Big,Meat-ful*-vegetable-less* nice sandwich, we went off and walked around Raffles City. It's kind of bored as it's quite small and the first level was the branded level*
as there is quite a number of branded stuff there.

Nothing much on the second and third level, so we went off after that.
Alvin told us he saw a girl who look like Sherr( on my blog link) but Douglas said it wasn't her.
Oh ya!!! Forget to mention that i also saw one of the girl who acted in *I Not Stupid Too*
She look better in her real person.

We went marina square after that.
Walked around and see some stuff.
I brought them to the top level which is a open-air level.
It's kind of dark there but the scenery view of the city is really beautiful.
Alvin thanked me for bringing him here and he say he would like to bring his gf there for
a date next time.
Hope they will enjoy if they goes there.

Went to the acarde after that as somebody suggested. Played a round of Daytona which was defeated by Alvin. (Tyco one)*Hokkien
I was in the first position in the first 6 laps of the race but things went wrong which i bang into the way while i drift through my way. He catch up and the time ended with the result of me getting 2nd place with him in the first. -.-!!! Not fair right? I should win. Never mind, i will win him next time round. =)

Went off there after the unfair game as it's a bad place to be. Boring and noisy due to the stupid sound coming out from various game machine.

Alvin wanted to buy specs so we went suntec to look for it.
But he couldn't find one of his like.
They went home after that but i went to meet my other friend for a game of billiard.

I blog more next time kind of tired already.
But i want to thank DEBBIE PANG for telling me all those things about church yesterday.
I know what you mean and i can feel the same as God our father is really magnificent and loving.
Amen =)
I will go your church one day and lets seek God and feel the love given by our gracious father
together as we grow with him.

I believe HEART OF GOD church is surely a good church as i feel the changes in you is really good. Both spiritually and characteristically.

Hallelujah & thank God.

Wanna be like her? Wanna be somebody who is living for greater purpose? Wanna know more about our father? No harm knowing more but living without knowing him will be something you won't want to. Find a church today and you'll understand why or you can contact me if you have no idea which one to go.


take care & God bless.

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Friday, March 28, 2008
Lies and all lies.
3/28/2008 01:12:00 PM

It's been two days since i last blog. These two days was a test for me. The post today will be a bit longer as it is a post of two days.


This two days has been a test of waiting for someone i thought who will keep her promise.


But once again~! It just a LIE.

I don't why i am such a fool for her.

Well, i should wake up from this unrealistic dream.

Thanks for been such a PAIN to me.

I LEARNED my lesson.



All this ended at the time of 1:10 when i see her blog.

Went to parkway parade with Alvan yesterday to check out the price of the television for my bro.
On my way there, the weather starts to rain and i didn't bring umbrella with me. Left with no choice but to rush up the bus when it arrived when i was at the bus stop.

But the rain stopped after we left parkway parade. We went to Katong Shopping Center to meet Douglas for a game of pool.

It was very crowded when i arrive at Home Of Pool. Only left with one table to choose.
Luckily =)

We three started playing with Ashley joining us in the later part.
It was fun when we team up 2 by 2 in the game of 9 ball.
Alvan & me VS Ashley & Douglas
The funny part was Ashley complaining about the shit balls he get to shot due to the shot done by us. His teammate, Douglas was not doing good either which was also complained by Ashley.


BUT
after while. Ashley's luck came which help him to get in ball 9 by using another ball to hit it in TYCO-LY.*Hokkien*

When
we are having fun, another friend who named Eugene joined in. But his pool skill was good so we request him to change hand to shoot after every shot.
He was very good using right hand, but he look so retarded when he is using his left hand.
We all laughed and we couldn't stop plus Ashley purposely act the retard-ness of the pro Eugene's.
We ended around 8 plus and i accompanied Alvan home to change for club and check out his computer sound system at the same time. It was good and the woofers was a BIG one.
He suggested to drink at his house before we go club. So he took out his new bottle of Chivas for us to drink. We started with green tea as the mixer. But it wasn't enough because there is only one bottle and we play the drinking card game which requires us to drink a lot if we get the card and faster then drinking w/o playing anything. We were quite high as we both got equally much drinking cards for us to drink. The game didn't stop after we finished the mixer but we use the bottle cap as one shot times the number of mouth we should drink. Which means a lot as the number can go up to 10 which mean finish everything inside your cup which we call '' TAR ''.

I can feel that if i continue to drink, i will vomit. So i stopped and we went off to HOMECLUB.
It's a club located at the riverside of boat quay.
We saw people sitting at the chairs outside the club when we arrived but there were no people
inside the club expect for the service crew and the deejay's.
We got bored and we decided to walk to clark quay to see any club that is more happening.
We went Ministry Of Sound at first but i am only turning eighteen three months later so i try showing them my student pass which doesn't indicate my date of birth but has my identification card number of S90XXXXXE which i thought the bouncer would let me in.
But sadly no. He stand strong on the importance of birth date. I smiled and leave the place.
Didn't wanna waste my trip there, i decided to try to go in attica.

When i arrived there, one of the bouncer named Eric greeted me with a friendly smile. I ask him whether there is any party going on and he told me no but entry fees of
15SGD(inclusive of 2 drinks) .
I find is quite worth it and the bouncer look so friendly which we think he wont check our identification card and let us in.

Thankfully, our prediction happened and we went in w/o checking.
The place was beautiful and grand. Not only that, the atmosphere in there was good due to the lighting and effect of smoky* view in the club. Not cause by cigarettes but coming out from something like a machine. The drinks was good also. We took tequila(with lemon & salt).

We moved our body with beat coming out from the huge speaker, it was more to house music,
So we just move our body and legs as we don't know how to dance.

Suddenly, Alvan's brother called and asked us to go Lunar which is also at Clark Quay.
We went in w/o any problem due to the help from Alvan's brother friend working there.
His brother ordered a bottle of martin for the four of us but he left with his wife after a few cup which left only the both of us there. Luckily there was performance by the band from lunar or else it will be bored. The song was nice and the atmosphere was also good. More spacious then Attica. We keep drinking till Alvan surrendered that he drunk and we went home after that.

Guess we really drink a lot that i puke after i got off from the cab.
Have a good bath and throw myself into my comfy bed and fall asleep after awhile.

I guess i blog till here. Hope you enjoy what i have blog as i know it's kind of bored. I try to make it more interesting. Thank you =)

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
the feeling
3/26/2008 11:44:00 PM

Another rest day just like that.
But suddenly i got the feeling i used to have when i talk to her.
She has broken up with her boyfriend but i can feel that she hasn't gone over him.
I don't know how to cheer her up and even talk to her as we are not as close as before.
All i can do is hope that she will be back to her usual self. The more lively side of her.

What really hurt me is seeing someone you used to loved a lot been hurt yet you cant do anything
about it.

Why can't i be male lead in the story?

Why is always the one who hurt her is the one she love?


these question has been with me all this while which can't be answer.


Some love dramas & novel mentioned:

"Loving someone doesn't need to be possessing them but seeing them happy''.



I HOPE this SENTENCE COME TRUE but it turn out so DIFFERENT!!!


Well, I'm tired. I blog more tomorrow.


Good night & Sugar dreams


Tuesday, March 25, 2008
* Tag Board & Juke Box Added*
3/25/2008 07:51:00 PM

Hi again, remember i promise to add Tag board and Juke Box a.s.a.p? I did it and hope you can guys can help me by writing something inside my tag board. As for the Juke Box, i added a play list of piano music of my favorite and hope you guys like it.

I woke up quite late today due to staying up quite late yesterday because i went for karaoke session with one of my friend. It's was kind of bored at first cause the both of us doesn't have the voice to sing properly but after warming up with some easy song, we managed to sing better and start to have fun as the both of us decided to try high pitch. We choose song like ' Bei Pan by Gary Chao Ge ', ' Chui Chang De Dian Ying ' & ' Hei Se You Mo ' By Jay Chou. After singing those song a few times, we start to get breathless so i stopped for awhile. But i went to choose some song as dessert for my friend after having the taste of high pitch song. I choose even higher pitch song like, " Superwoman ", " The Power Of Love - Celine Dion ", " I will always love you " by Whitney and " Reflection " by Christina Aguilera. My friend scolded me '' SIAO " for choosing those dessert for him. LOL =D But he still managed to sing some of them with the help from me.

After that, He continue to sing his ' Bei Pan '. All thanks to JAMIE(my another friend) for singing that song in front of my friend the other time that cause him to like the song. Well, singing can be really fun. So its worth trying out this activity with some of your fun friends.
Is also the people that make the thing fun no matter how you sing.
Maybe you can ask me along next time =)
My voice not that good also =D

Nothing much today as it is another rest day for me. No activity no work. This week is free and easy for me. Hais =(
Well, i need to stop here because my stomach is calling for SOMETHING!!!.
I will continue to blog tomorrow

TAKE CARE
&
SEE YOU TOMORROW.


BYE & GOD BLESS~!


Monday, March 24, 2008
* Fresh look and a fresh start *
3/24/2008 07:00:00 PM

Hi everyone, i am back with a fresh new look of my blog.
I got it from blogskin.com, all thanks to Huimin for the teaching as i am a newbie at it.
I used this skin not because i am 'emo' but i kind of like this skin.
So i changed it to kill away the dull look of default templates of blogger.

By the way, i am now having my school vacation. Yay! Finally i can have my long hours of sweet dreams and days of fun to enjoy. Thank God for creating holidays. =D
Nothing much to blog as it's a rest day for me today.
I will continue to learn more about blogging to make here a fun place to stay.

Check out my friend's blog too > http://misskarminlovesyou.blogspot.com (my first link)

I'll blog again tomorrow.

Take care & God bless.


Sunday, March 23, 2008
First ever blog
3/23/2008 06:43:00 AM

Hi guys, I'm Eugene and this is my first time blogging.

To me blogging is basically writing a diary online but due to my poor English standard,
Lots of simple words will be used here as i don't wish to confused my readers of what i had posted.
So if there is anything to advice, feel free to leave comment. I'll appreciate every of it and take it into consideration when it's necessary.

As for the templates of this blog i am using now are the one's available at blogger. I'll change it as soon as i found one of my liking.

Thank you so much for reading my first post and i believe more to come.
Hope you guys will continue to read my blog and leave comment to make this blog
more livelier because blogging doesn't need to be a individual thing-y.
The more the people talk here, the merrier it will be.

I guess i will end my first post here. It's already 6.36AM and i am still awake.
Good morning everyone and good night to myself.
Sweet dreams
&
God Bless.
=)


Signing off~!


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