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Monday, September 8, 2008
Back with tears.
9/08/2008 09:13:00 PM

1976-2008, 8-9-2008 05.00am was his last breathe on earth.
But now he is sitting with our Father in heaven =) HALLEJUAH.

The memories he left with me was happy, enjoyable and unforgettable one's.
He wasn't bias to any of the cousin, but took great care and dote on everyone of us.
Not only been fun and loving, but respectful and was filial piety to his parents.

Why fate is so cruel to us? Leaving such painful and heart-breaking memories behind.
He is only thirty-two years old this year but been taken away, leaving his wife and seven years old son(Keane) behind. Keane is still a young and playful boy who doesn't know anything about his dad.
And during the days in hospital, Keane was waiting by the bedside with hope and ignorance that his dad is just simply having long hours of sleep and going to wake up anytime and there was one part where my aunt(Eric's mother) and Mabel(Eric's wife) crying and asking Keane to wake his dad up. He went to tap his hand and keep repeating "Daddy,wake up". Could you imagine the scene. I was there at the scene but i was holding back my tears cause i know i will just make the situation worse as the rest of my relatives are all crying.

At the moment of time when i have fully understand his situation, but still i was hoping that a miracle will happen even though his brain is almost 100% dead. I waited like half a day till i fallen asleep cause i was too tired as i didn't sleep much the day before.

I went home on the second day afternoon as my mum needs to collect her medicine. Even though i have left the hospital, the hopes and the fear hasn't left me.
I was still waiting for good news until today morning when i received this sms from my another cousin.

This is what written in the sms.
"Eric Kor Kor has passed away"

Immediately i feel the pressure in me. I couldn't take the fact that he is gone.
I was still in the midst of waiting for miracle and i keep telling myself that
this is just only a nightmare that i gonna wake up soon.
Even though i keep deceiving myself but as the time past, i finally accept the truth.
I couldn't cry cause i know that eric kor kor wont want us to be crying for him but
happy for him that he do not have to suffer the illness anymore but gone to heaven to be with our
Father.

So people out there, treasure every single one that around you, you wont know what will happen anytime. Even if the person have once disappoint or hurt you, that is just the past. Holding back is not something good. Why don't you use the time to remember the past on spending it in the present? Isn't it more useful?


That all i want to blog for today.
People out there who are reading my blog, hope you can pray for my cousin who has just left this world to be with our Father..

Thank you very much.
loves~!


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