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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
HELLOO~!
5/13/2008 04:20:00 PM

Hey guys,
Back to blog again. How have you guys been? REPLY IN MY TAG K! I keep thinking about life and the one around me all these while and i realised quite alot of things. Firstly, my cousins. I have not spend time with them like i used to do. Missed them alot and the time when we play together when we were a KID. It was really fun and memorable. Hope we can be the way we used to be having all the fun we can. =)

I really treasure and appreciate people around me. Especially my loved's one. But some of them really disappointed me. Eg. the peers i usually i hangout. They couldn't even quarrel over money matter and the worst fight. How pathetic that can be. Aren't friendship w0rth more than anything else? One of my friend asked me not to be so soft hearted and everything will be easy for me. But why i should i be like that? All i want is to treasure the friendship i have among them. I have told them upteem times not to gamble or do anything related to money cause one of then may say things another person wouldnt want to hear and feel offended. What for? Is it nice earning your friend money? Am i being too soft-hearted this way? TELL ME PLEASE.
Jamie, sometimes is not the amount of money, is about them falling out and maintaining a good friendship. That all i ask for. I rather be more poorer than earning this kind of money.

I have hint them lots of time but i don't want to make things so clear because it may offend them. Money-minded, Greedy people will feel offended this way. This is how i feel in life. They will just continue playing. Maybe not everyone but someone.

Another type of disappoint from my friend is the verbal abuse. The one's who has over the limit.
I can be nice and willing to do things to make you guys laugh but don't take me for granted that anything you said will be acceptable to my ears. You may know people who can but i cant take it if its too much. I got feelings too. Ashley, my four years friend is one of them. I didnt mean to mentioned your name here but i really hope you understand. I have told you lots of time. But you only stop for awhile and continue like nobody business. Is it fair to me? Do i ever piss you off so many times in life? I try to lose this friend by not talking to him but i cant bring myself to do it. But i will not be so soft hearted anymore. One day i just take it as i not worthy and strong enough to be your friend.

I think that's very fair to me.

Sorry guys, this may be bored and meaningless to you but is really important for me to say it out. Is a big part of my life. I spent lots of time with them. Maybe you guys got understanding friend who has the maturity they need but i dont really have.

That all i want to blog today. Need to do something now.

TAKE CARE GUYS

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Thursday, May 8, 2008
I'm BACK.
5/08/2008 10:28:00 PM

Hi Guys,
Projects, Test & Exams is really pressurizing me. I regretted choosing this course and i thought that two years won't be hard to pass by but I am PROVEN WRONG. Guys, let me be a living example, choose what really interest you and you can go far with. Believe me, in future we cant afford to make mistake.

I been thinking about my future now, should i go NS next year and work after that to earn money for private diploma? Is it the best way for me? I so confused. I wish to go into the field of business. I guess that's what interest me and creates more opportuinaties for me to work in the field i wanted to. I don't wish to be a Engineer next time.

I so tired now. I blog again.

Sorry for being so not commited.

Hope somebody still reading.

TAG ME BACK PLEASE.



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